Baby no2: how she brought me back to me

Oh my gosh! I have no idea where to begin writing about this. Baby no2 has arrived. I know it has been months since I last posted. Actually I’ve had only 4 blog posts since this year started! Im not mad but if you are, Im truly sorry. It was a mindful decision. Blogging for me had become less of what I intended for it to be when I started.

I have a beautiful almost-one-month old baby. A beautiful  baby girl ( all babies are beautiful but allow me to appreciate my peanut yall). In as much as I hadnt talked about it a lot, I also didnt post it anywhere till she was born. I had been scared of telling friends and those closest to me about her.

In case you were wondering if I had gone back to Joburg after the holidays, nope, I had to stay behind forever! Or atleast till Im ready again and my babies had grown a little. Langelihle ( her brother gave her the name 💜) came at a really tough time for me. She’s here and Im falling inlove with her everyday. She has become such a blessing. She made me realise who I was and what I deserved. Having her made me see myself in a positive light. She brought me back to me.

This took a lot of tears during the pregnancy. I had to toughen up. It brought me closer to God too. Thanks to the support I got from my family and friends. I became stronger and grew in faith.

I could write a whole book about this experience.

Meet my baby girl, Langelihle ( beautiful day).