Many things I need to say incase I leave you

Each time I’m tempted to call or text you, because I miss you, I remember all those times I let you win and forgave you even when did not deserve it.  Trying to catch every teardrop that escapes my eyes with my eyelid so strangers don’t catch me crying. I’ve been so strong since that…

​I have lived thinking I would be nothing without you.

I have lived thinking I would be nothing without you 💔. That was before I realised that I had  the fear of being alone and of having failed at keeping you in my life. Now I know I have to face my fears to know what more I can become.