Life can throw punches at you and you may feel like you wish you were never born at times, 2 kids and almost 3 decades later I still find myself thinking like this. Sometimes life is good but I miss the ‘great’ of life. Living freely and just having fun without worrying about the future, the kids or work. I basically need time just to myself and to recharge. I feel like my life is passing me and I am just standing on the side and doing whatever it instructs me to do.
Being the empath that I am, I take almost everything emotionally and I wish I could control it, I try not to sometimes or at least try to pretend like I can control it and just ignore whatever is going on. Empathy is supposed to be a good thing, I think it is a super power but it can be very dangerous. if you are like me, you probably don’t know how to use it positively. I used to resent it, imagine hating having so much care for others, doesn’t sound right hey? Love and care should be a good thing. But, when you know you love too much and not knowing when to stop? That’s another story.
What frustrates most empaths is that it can make them hate themselves because they are at the risk of loving people they shouldn’t be or they can be prone to being taken advantage of.
If you are an empath and it devastates you , please know that I genuinely understand, I empathise with you. 🙂 If you are an empath, shout ‘super empath’! below, I would really like to meet my family