A lot of things do happen in my life and usually I write about those moments which affected me the most, be it beautifully or painfully.
However, it is so strange how I never wrote anything about my sister’s death.
It is now 23:40 and I hope to finish writing this post by 00:00.
In her memory, I want to write this letter…
Dear big sis
I hope, where you are, you are well and happy
I wished to know what could have happened but it would still leave me with my heart bleeding.
All I know is that you didn’t come back home to your family, to your children, to us, your sisters…
I need you to know, your children have grown. One a little troublesome but very smart and strong at heart, the other very sweet and friendly just like you.
I promise to take good care of them both together with my own.
I hope that you will be an angel, looking down at us, guiding and protecting us from things we have no control over, things that only angels like you can see.
I hope someday I will be able to explain to the girls, how their father took you away from them without making them feel any guilty of your incident.
I hope they understand.
Yours in sisterhood